Some thoughts about Syria

Ok, I sleep with Foxnews on(well on the weekends so i don't piss Tony off when he has to get up early for work). All night I hear about this Syria fiasco. obama and biden are simply idiots, one would think at their ages that they would know that their words will eventually come back to bite them in the ass. Let me start off by saying Biden is hmmm at best a retard(apology to the learning disabled). Many times while i have watched him on tv, I have just cringed with the thought of "what now, and how the hell can he possible embarrass the US more than he already has". Biden said of President Bush that he would bring up impeachment  if Bush went to war  without congressional  approval first. Obama, in 2007 said that the president does not have the power to do go to war unless the safety of the nation was at stake. Let's get this straight now. Obama does not care of the people of this country, he does not care about their futures, but he cares about some Muslim country??? and the fact that Assad isn't much different than Obama. The major difference is that Assad used chemical weapons on his own people.Obama he hasn't done anything that outright against his country but under his presidency, we now are in the worst debt ever, racial tensions are at an all time high, no one in the world has respect or fear for us, and now he wants to do something about Syria?? really? are you fucking serious??Let's see, he got on the TV and talked some shit last year about Syria and said that Assad had better not cross the 'red line' or else. or else what? ok, here are the options....fire some cruise missiles at Syria(they will do relatively little damage, they won't affect the chemical weapons that Assad used on his people, and Assad is going to stay in power and fuck with his people more whenever the hell he wants. But there is a bigger point here. The US no longer has the support of our allies. Syria has the support of Russia and Iran, they say they will hurt Israel if the US gets involved in this, not only do we need to think of this but really Obama should have thought of this b4 he ran his mouth. If someone tells me not to do something and I do it anyways, there will be consequences. The consequences should be something Obama thinks of. What if he fires his little missiles at Syria and it pisses Assad, Russia and Iran off in a bad manner, maybe they won't just take it out on Israel, maybe they will bring it to our land. I can't understand why this idiot would tell every single thing that he is thinking of doing with the exception of the exact time. What could he be thinking??? I have no problem with saying in my personal opinion that Obama is doing EVERYTHING in his power to destroy our country in every way he can think of.

More Ramblings

I am truly enjoying being able to blow off steam about things that piss me off. Being that I am sick and can't do very much, because of being constantly fatigued this is nice. This is not only going to be about things that upset me, also about the direction of our country. I remember a time when many of us were proud of the country we lived in, where we KNEW we were blessed to be born in the BEST country on Earth. It saddens me to see what our beloved United States of America has become. No one respects us, they certainly do not fear us. I have not always been interested in politics and I became interested in them when my brother went to Iraq as a civilian contractor. I have often talked shit that the only reason I felt we went over there was cuz Cheney(VP) was CEO of Halliburton and they(KBR) won the contract becuz of that. How true that really is I have no idea. I did not always agree with President Bush. I feel alot of mistakes were made during his administration but at least no one messed with us. Even Britain doesn't want to stand with us on this Syria deal. Putin shows no fear, he thinks obama is a pussy and that we won't do anything. I personally think we should let these fuckers kill each other. The muslims do not like us, when I say 'us' I mean white, Christian, American, pork eating, bathing people. This is going to bring me to another rant, how come we can have a fucking holiday for every single race, religion, gender ect...but we can't have a "Good Ole White Boy" Day?? I honestly believe we should let all of them kill each other over there in the mid east. The same goes for Chicago and LA and let all the gangs go wild, maybe we will get lucky and a good portion of the scum will be gone. When obama brought our brave men and women home from Iraq, he should have stationed them at the border to stop the influx of illegal immigrants. Why are they finding fire arms that are missing from ATF over there? Why is nothing being done about any of these scandals??? I feel there is a bigger picture here and I am NOT on any mood or mind altering drugs. I mean come on now, Clinton almost got impeached for getting a fucking blow job cuz his wife was a dried up old hag and he used his position of power for a piece of ass. obama is doing MUCH worse, that threatens our country and our way of life and NOTHING is being done. It is like people are afraid to speak out. I have no fear of speaking my mind, I always have, yes and have gotten a bunch of  shit over it, but really how many people are really going to read some dying bitch's blog about her thoughts and opinions about the state of this country? Everytime another scandal gets brought to light obama finds a way to take the focus off of what is really going on and tries to get the American people to pay attention to something else. Why is this not being talked about in MSM? The other day I was watching Bill O'Reilly and i saw this "Watters World", I was floored! I saw some of the stupidest people I have ever seen in my life on there. What has happened to our people that they know NOTHING of what is going on? I do not claim to be highly intelligent but God gave me a brain and I attempt to use it.

Enough about those fucking losers, let me move onto our shitty government. Lets see, this obamacare bullshit, these motherfuckers think they are entitled to free medical care. ok, i am terminally ill, i have end stage liver failure, kidney failure, chronic pancreatitis, UC and a host of other shit. I do NOT think I am entitled to run to the dr every 10 mins cuz i dont feel good. IN FACT, I have been to the ER, 2 times in the last 16 months. I do not take medication. When I do go to the ER it is an emergency, something that can't be fixed with tylenol or advil(i live in severe pain some days where i can't do anything). When my exhusband divorced me i lost my health insurance, even if i had the money to get some, NO ONE would insure me because of my medical problems, do i expect the government to take care of this? NO I DO NOT!!! This is LIFE! 

NEXT! This shit of making our country look like a bunch of pussies!!! PLEASE! They said Bush was an idiot(i do not agree), but fine, at least he had a set of balls and didn't set out to make our allies distrust us. idiot Oboy can't seem to make his mind up about a damn thing except that Trayvon Martin could have been his son. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS????? I KNEW it was going to be like this when this fool was elected, i was told it was cuz i was prejudiced, BULLSHIT! It was because this guy is an idiot and i was right! he spends money like we have a endless supply of it. He is a racist! He talked shit about the cop in Boston a few years back and then had to backtrack and drink a beer with him. He was worried about racial profiling(again ARE YOU SERIOUS?)in that case.  Since the Zimmerman trial, so many blacks have killed/wounded non blacks and he hasn't said a single word. His press sect. Carney is a blithering idiot also! His lies are transparent, the lies of this entire administration are transparent, that is ALL the transparency we have had. I said long ago that he had no right to be president and that he would try to ruin our great nation and it is the truth! How the hell did we forget 9/11 so quickly?? his middle name says it all. Yes, I am prejudice, against anyone of any race that is trying to wipe us out. How can people be so blind? At the MLK rally in DC, some fools had flags that had Oboys picture on it in place of the stars(I wonder did they do that cuz our 'supposed' president can't even tell us how many fucking states we have???) I mean really now. MLK is turning over in his grave right now! He didn't want anything for black people other than what whites have, he wanted blacks to have a right to education, to be given a chance to improve their lives. He did NOT want a bunch of monkeys dropping out of school, getting in a gang, shooting at random, sitting on a fucking porch or a street corner selling drugs, and getting a free handout. Now i am not saying they are the only ones cuz i have seen plenty of white trash doing it also. Which brings me to this fool that works for the Homeland Security buying weapons and ammunition for our government(Ayo Kimathi), he runs a racist website that talks about  ethnic cleansing and the mass murder of whites. He has a website "War on the Horizon", and he states "in order for Black people to survive the 21st century, we are going to have to kill a lot of whites – more than our Christian hearts can possibly count.” REALLY???? and he is on administrative (PAID) leave while they investigate this. Now if this was the other way around, a white man who talked about exterminating the Africans, you can bet your ass that man would be fired immediately! what in the hell is going on with our country? How about those 2 black kids who beat up an 88 yr old war veteran and then turned around and told the worst lie ever that that old man was a crack dealer? Justice should be in the form of 2 very cheap bullets. I am so sick of so many people whining and crying about the "poor blacks" really? are you serious? My father told me a story back in 1985, he was materials manager at an unnmaded electronics corporation, this is what he said "Sammi, you have to understand my hatred. If a white man and black man come to me for a job and they went to the same schools, got the same grades, I HAVE to hire the black man" This is all BS.

What is pissing me off today is the fact that some mothers are able to do what they do and there is no consequences. My bf's son Aiden, his mother is a junkie and shoots up pills on a daily basis and then tells people that she doesnt get child support(I will attach a jpg of proof from Fl Dept of Revenue). She has told me herself "That comes in MY name and it is not for Aiden, it is to make things easier on me".  She lives at home with HER mother(who by the way smokes more weed then I did when I was in my 20's). Kathy(Aidens grandmother) has told me b4 that she has found used needles in her daughters room(Kathy is still making Brandis bed(she is 35 yrs old). I, myself used to help Kathy around the house and when I would be doing dishes would find the back of spoons blackened from cooking up the pills. Tony took Aiden out school shopping because Brandi spent 7$ at Goodwill for Aidens school clothes and Tony didn't want Aiden to be made fun of at school. Kathy had a complete fit, she was screaming and yelling and said "We got this covered, we don't need YOUR help you fucking piece of shit". When I first moved here, I tried to get along, I mean this was no easy thing for me, but I loved Aiden and she is his mother, I even got along with her girlfriend. I tried to help, but there is no helping addicts, there is just take take take! I was told by Tony, if you help them, they will just expect it, and then when you don't feel good, they will get pissed. I didn't listen to him. When my mama came to visit me, she told them exactly how things were, that i was terminally ill and that dr's in 3 different states had given me less than 2 yrs because I have stage 4 cirrhosis,chronic pancreatitis, and kidney failure and that I was on borrowed time. This was not something my mama heard from me, I have had long hospital stays and she has heard this from dr's in their offices and has visited me in hospitals in SC,NY, and FL. I do not let this shit get me down. In fact, some would say I haven't dealt with it at all. Until last November I drank as much as I could every single day. BUT I have always woke up happy and greatful to be alive if for nothing else....to drink some more. Since November I have drank 2 times. My history is not good but if there is anything I truly know about it is alcoholism and drug addiction. I was an IV heroin addict for many years. Track marks tell on themselves, no excuses of "it's an ant bite" or "I got that from donating blood" will work for me. I have witnessed firsthand the mother of this child telling him "If HRS comes here you BETTER not tell them anything or they will put you in a foster home and you will get sexually and physically abused, you will never ever get Christmas presents or birthday presents". HRS has been called in this situation and NO ONE is doing ANYTHING. The police came one time when the mother took a boxcutter to her girlfriend and got aggravated assault and battery with a deadly weapon, they found a meth lab while they were here, no case got opened, no one drug tested. I find this baffling to say the least. When I lost my children 12 yrs ago, they opened the case and I lost my parental rights with NO allegations of abuse, only drug use.This woman has her son in a school for slow children, he is not slow. That was proven the first 3 months I lived here when I sat down everyday and helped him with his homework and he brought home an A, B's and C's. Even though she receives child support every week her mother says she has no gas to take Aiden to school. Aiden came to us one day and said "My nan sent me out here because she needs gas to get me to school" Tony gave him a 10$ bill. They went to McD's for (2) 1$ sandwiches, put 3$ in gas and Aiden told us Kathy then went and bought a nickle bag of weed with the rest. This young man misses at least 3 days of school a month because there is no gas, no one feels like getting up and taking him or he just feels like staying home and playin with his xbox or kindle. This is crazy!!!!! I wish someone would read this would call someone who could do SOMETHING!!